If one of my friends made my soon to be wide uncomfortable… I obviously would no longer be friends with that person.. Not only because it’s disrespectful to stay friends with that person after your soon to be wide is THAT uncomfortable but because that person is about to be your WIFE. I have dropped everybody to be with tshara. Encluding my own family.. Tell me how it could be so easy for her to totally disregard me that way? I do everything for her.. But she can let other people disrespect me like that? Somebody help me because I think I may be a tad bit confused on how the whole being in love bullshit works!
I’m sad and uncomfortable and irritated and every other emotion possible.. and I don’t know why. Egh.
I can honestly say that I’ve never loved a little boy like I do you, Tandon. I remember November 24th, 2008 like it happened yesterday. I remember sitting in a waiting room on the 11th floor, waiting for you to come into this world and take your first precious breath. I remember walking in to meet my nephew for the first time, I remember seeing you and getting crazy butterflies. You had the biggest curious eyes, and the longest black hair. You stole my heart right from that moment. I have had the amazing pleasure to watch you grow over the past 3 years into your own crazy person. You’re such a smart little boy, such a brave one too. Your energy inspires me. The way your always happy makes me so happy. The day you were born changed me, and I know that Aunt Desari did bad things from then til now, but I promise them days are behind me.. I loved waking up to you running up and down the hallway and screaming at the top of your precious little lungs.. Then I thought it was a shitty way to wake up, but looking at it now, I miss it. I miss seeing you everyday. I miss kissing you, and hugging you. I miss hearing “Dedaway” come out of your little mouth. I don’t want you to grow up thinking I don’t love you and that thats the reason I’m not around everyday like I used to be..
I know that you’re going to grow up to be something amazing, wonderful and inspiring. You’re going to do such a good job in school, and college. I can’t wait to see you graduate, get your first car, get married, and have children. You will be good at everything you do, you already are. Don’t ever settle for less than you deserve.
It breaks my heart not to see you on a daily basis, I miss you so much. I want you to know that you’re on my mind everyday. Theres not a day that goes by where I don’t think of you and miss you. You’re on my mind all the time. I miss those big blue eyes, and all of them words constantly running out of your mouth, you’ve always had so much to say.
You inspire me to make something of myself, to do better for myself. You inspire me to be happy and live my life to the fullest. And never regret anything.
God, I miss you so much. I love you. Goodnight babyboy.<3
Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else.
– Judy Garland (via privatism)(Source: palides)
Via 11/25/12♥Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake.
– Napoleon Bonaparte (1769-1821)(Source: palides)
Via 11/25/12♥It is a far, far better thing to have a firm anchor in nonsense than to put out on the troubled sea of thought.
– John Kenneth Galbraith (1908 - 2006)(Source: palides)
Via 11/25/12♥Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.
– Javan (via privatism)(Source: palides)
Via 11/25/12♥When we seek to discover the best in others, we somehow bring out the best in ourselves.
– William Arthur Ward (via creatingaquietmind) Via Close your eyes, clear your heart, let it go...
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Let go of all thats holding onto you, you'll be happier, trust me.
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